Chapter I

The Chapter i Wind.

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. So I admired the image of the son, Horus in the arms of Isis. I started thinking under a spell of sorrow. So epic, this moved me so much, i campre it to the autums of the north east. It was the prusuit of a maternal feeling, paternal feeling. I was the start of a dream that i had fuck someone and had a child, dude.

I thought about having a particular child. O yeah one i've met before. Whoso is smart and beautiful and emensive, basicly dawning potential for love and progession of HUMAN KIND.

Meanwhile I sit on the back deck of my house on my laptop smoking a ciggerette and drinking a tall glass off lemon-aid on this mid summers night so then the damn breeze touches my face and Rachel calls me.

"Just where did you get your retro ties? I love them so much im changing the way
i dress at work."

"Nah its a secret." I said and made her take mine. Every intentional act is a Magical Act. She and my tie will go on forevermore to make more magic when before it was hers, i wore it during the holiday season at Macy's. lol

I'm not a tie person but it was Macy's which taught me the charm of tieing a tie and the act of wearing one. And the spirit of the holidays OH did i ever get anywhere in that job for the pretty wonderful times i spent with all. No, thats why its seasonal. But they gave me a free book by John Carr titled Single and Single. Awsome start but its so thick i call it a beach BUM read. ANYWAY.

Every intentional act is a Magical Act. By "intentional" I mean "willed". But even unintentional act so-seeming are not truly so. Thus, breathing is an act of the Will-to-Live.

Send me money if you want to met the child of my dreams. Im broke. Holy Shit.

(Now listening to Sarah
Frimm, The Beatles, The Smiths)*

(Now watching The DaVinci
Code)*

(Now folding clothes and
facebooking)*

Sonny came home.

My fucking car is no good. I have this car and its bad llike the last no good car i had. Get it? So my car leaks gas and my Mom trys to tell me this is, "A Death Wish" waiting to happen. She was Right!

I took my car around to Glasco Turnpike to Woodstock on Zena to get to Kingston and over many bridges, ok so my car just needs a spark or much lite ciggerette totalling I was toast along with half of my hometown.

This couldn't end it was about me proving that my tank was just too full.

I was in my car driving then stoped by the red light. Had just to grab my good pants for work. And just then a mac truck takes down the wire connected to the telephone pole to the pole by dairy queen area and to the mobil area. I looked around me and the saw the wire stap and like fire workes falling to ground lite the grass on fire.

I took the car to the safest possible route out. I pulled over to save myself in a parking lot. i guess i didn't know it at the time but i wasn't leaking and i was safe.

The power was out _so was BLOCKBUSTER!

Bucket List

Today at work i have decided it was time to just say i neeeeed to start my first bucket list, but of course not by any meanss with this list will it be done tomorrow. This is my life and part of my life i know i will be doing things i don't wish to do and part of it i should be so lucky, oh!

So My list is kind like a toss of a coin, who knows what a boys money maker will get him.

1. Lead a seven nation army for the fight against cancer.
2. Lead a fashion show in September.
3. Lead a management position.
4. Lead the way on a hiking trip on the Mississippi
5. Lead the way to a nudist colonies.
6. Lead the way to Magnolia's cupcakes
7. Fancy life in the city.
8. Jump out of a plane.
9. Dress up like Elvis Presley/in Vegas!
10. Host a random radio show FOR A DAY!

I'm from New York

I live upstate. I love my house but i love being at work better.

I have focused on blogging. I have this idea in my head that when people don't take candy or rewards it because I just haven't used my right lotto voice. It.s like my salute to the amount you can spend when you believe you had a good time at one place. So if you like good company good company can be there for you this year, this week, even tomorrow.

I know at work that if i can't have my coffee and enjoy it still feels like the shit hits the fan.

Airwick in my hands all the time would work, I've said that! But that shit won't fly. That shit is studpid and even if in the other i had a duster everyone would never ask me what my name is they would just say, that kid is a dunce. But if anyone wanted to talk to me while i do the work i do, the least i could say was happy day got the red sox score. I love being at work.

You know something, I love hats too.

Yes its summer and i pay for coffee and cigarettes for my break like i should!

Difficult Kind, To Tell

I said "is there anything i can help you find."
She found the light hitting on the movie so distasteful and listened for a moment.
She shuffled her feet she could hear him, he was there and it happens
She said "No, I'm fine."